The other side of it

Im not sure how much longer i can take this. I want to be number 1.. i want to be the one to be carred about. Where do i find a guy that will care for just me, and for whom i would be number one, and not the one he seeks care at when he feels hurt. I giveing and getting nothing in return.. nothing but you letting your feelings of how sad you are to loose her, and that you wont found any that you can feel the same for agein.... Why do i even bother. Seems like you forgotten that im more then just one you can let everyting out on. It hurts that im not needed to anything else then that.. but it is how it seems. I should stop now, perhaps you will notice what i done for you then.. perhaps not, but then it really would be mostly your loss.
seems like you dont remember how much i like you, but only are filled with onlý your feelings. I want to be center just a little, im tired of you hurting me without even noticeing. I tired now. tired tired tired.